Right In Front Of You

I wasn’t searching but I wasn’t blind
I didn’t notice you had taken my time
I wasn’t an orphan but I was alone
Needed someone to listen, but smashing my phone

I may have been dying, but I wasn’t dead
I wasn’t speaking, was it something I said?
I may have been breathing, but holding it in
I’m nearing the finish, tell me where to begin

Cause I don’t know
But I’ve been told

That I’m not sick, but I’m not fine
That my life was a waste of time
That no one needs my point of view
Yet here I’m standing right in front of you

I was still falling, but started to climb
No one was calling, but in the back of my mind
There was a whisper that I’d never heard
I started to focus on every word
I fell to the floor, I reached for a pen
I jotted it down to see what it said
The ink wasn’t black, this time it was red
It came from my heart and not from my head
I started to rise, I stood to my feet
I started to walk, I started to see
I started to sing, I started to scream
I started to live, I started to dream

And now I know
Cause I’ve been told

That I’m not sick, but I’m not fine
That my life was a waste of time
That no one needs my point of view
Yet here I’m standing right in front of you

Get back up step into the middle
Of the ring that’s wrapped around your middle finger
But in the 13th round
Will you keep me down?
The snake that bit, it had the venom in it
If I shake this grip even for a minute
If I scream out loud
Would you hear a sound?
So get back up step into the middle
Of the ring that’s wrapped around your middle finger
If I spin around
Would you kiss me?

Cause I’m not sick, and I’m just fine
That my life is no waste of time
Would someone hear my point of view?
Cause here I’m standing right in front of you
Cause here I’m standing right in front of you